Friend?, Enemy? EX!

I can be your best friend, or your worst enemy. What I don't understand is why anyone would want one more enemy in the world. If I had a choice, I'd like to make more friends, well maybe not a friend, but someone that I don't mind dealing with. With that said, I can't put my mind around the idea of someone telling me he loves me (and I'm absolutely certain that he does) but insists on putting me thru agony. Please give me a break! It's been over two years since we've broken up, and you still have a problem with me??? Get over it! But if we can't be friends, I promise I'll lose no sleep.

My Skill Set

I wish I could answer this one question that's been troubling me lately:  What does the world want from me? 

Very random, I know.  I'm just trying to figure out what is expected of me.  I mean from possible employers, down to family and friends.  I keep coming up with the same answer, I can only be me.  Either I have what you want, or I don't.  My only concern with this is that more often than not these days, I don't have what is wanted.  At least not by employers.  Well, scratch that, there's actually only one potential employer that I'm referring to.  I'm just amazed by the rejection email that I received.  The final statement read, "While you have a good background, we've decided to move forward with other candidates whose experience better aligns with what we're looking for at this time."  

????  Really????  How hard is it really to pick up a phone for a 6 hour shift and speak with current customers regarding their membership (I'll be good by not mentioning the name of the organization)?  Does it really matter what skill set I have when it comes to this type of job.  I mean, you know that I can talk on the phone because you called me for the phone interview.  I would imagine that I can read a script if needed.  And, I'm pretty certain that I capable of dialing a phone number.   I would love to know the experience that these "other candidates" had.  Maybe they have two heads, which allows them to talk to more than one customer at once.  Sure, that's what it was.  

Torri

Silent heart, but far from silent.
I could hear you all along.
If my heart could beat for us both, it would've.
That's true love, a feeling. A feeling that encompasses everything. A feeling that doesn't require any other sense to be activated.
Always know that you will forever be loved.

The Return

Out of site, but hardly out of mind is my dear blog. I've gotten one of the hardest semesters behind me, now ready to face the very last semester, and final course, of my undergrad career. With this before me, and so many things behind me, now is the time for me to become the person that I am meant to be. I have so many great ideas that I plan to explore. See you very soon...